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  • June 17
  • United States
  • Deviant for 13 years
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Hello again, I am updating my journal again. I feel like it's a little cathartic. I have also started a journal for my therapy. I feel safe now I guess. Or at least safe enough to start processing my life up til now. I've just suppressed everything because if I didn't I would have been dead a long time ago. I would have slit my wrists or my throat, slipped a noose around my neck maybe. But I've made it past that. I've left that behind me. Highschool was so much more traumatic than it should have been. Highschool should have been a time for friends and growing up and learning to be an adult. Instead it was hell. My therapist says that the bull
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So, it's once again been a really long time. I'm in my sophomore year of college. And now I'm in counseling. The counselor I seen today made me come to the realization that I wasn't just bullied in high school. I was assaulted. Not sexually, but physically. I was slammed into lockers, choked, hit with books, taunted in the hallways. A knife was even pointed at my back and threatened. And I don't want to admit to myself or anyone else, but maybe I was abused by my mother. I still don't want to admit it. I may be saying it's a possibility, but I'm not confirming it. My emotions are weighing so heavily on me. I'm so stressed and anxious that I f
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Hello everyone! It's been forever since I've been on this website, I've been so busy! School is going about as well as it can be. I still need to take a language class. I was thinking maybe Chinese? Or I could see if I can take summer classes with another university in something else. Maybe German, Korean, or Japanese. That'd be cool. Need to figure out who to talk to though. I still suck at drawing, no art classes this semester. I tried but the university altered my schedule and removed them. I have to go abroad sometime so I can graduate, the next trip to Japan is during my senior year I think. Which that's okay, gives me time to save up mo
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nice DA !!! I watch you now kiss~~ Mememe 
Oh! Thank you! I admit I don't do as much uploading as I probably should but Il be trying to get some stuff up soon so thank you for the watch!
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Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!
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YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!! *Hug*  Llama Emoji-60 (Snug or Hug) [V3] 
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 10 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!
Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!
1-3 you're bad friend
4-6 you're an ok friend
7-9 you're a good friend
10-& Up you're loved
thanks for the faveHug hug from johnnyHuggle! 
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Once you start reading this, you cannot turn back.
I’M NOT JOKING ABOUT THIS!! KEEP ON READING!!

One day, Laura was surfing the internet. She was just looking at her favorite pages when all of a sudden a new tab opened up. She was confused, since she didn’t click on any link whatsoever. The tab didn’t show anything, just a white screen. When she tried to close the tab, nothing happened. She kept pressing the X to close it, but instead the tab turned to full size. Suddenly, the white screen of the tab turned completely black. It wasn’t only the tab screen that turned black, all the button and everything else on her screen did the same. Even her mouse disappeared off the screen. After a little while, she decided to turn her computer off because she simply thought it was broken. She made a big mistake. Out of nowhere, a full screen picture of her mother appeared on the black screen. As she looked at it, she could see that the pictures eyes slowly started bleeding. The longer she stared at it, the more frightening the picture became, until the picture resembled death itself. The speakers of her computer suddenly let out an extremely loud screaming noise. Laura covered her ears, but it didn’t help a single thing. She tried to leave her room, but the door didn’t budge when she tried to open it. The screaming noise just kept getting louder until it was too much for her…
Laura’s dead body was found later in her room when her dad returned home from his work…

Copy and paste this message 15 other plz accounts in less than 2 hours or you shall have the same fate as Laura did…
Thank you for the Watch!!!